[::..The last week..::]
This week is my last week in Singapore. The weather is picking up. Getting a little bit too sunny for my liking. But I have been spending time at Mum's. So, it's not too bad.
I have been shopping, buying last minute things. Of course I am not bringing things back like the last 2 times. This time, my bag will be a little bit emptier.
People here have been asking me if I am staying in London for good. My answer will always be, "I don't know." I'm neither here, nor there. There are things that I like in Singapore, and things that I like in London. Maybe someday, when there is nothing in London to like, I will come home for good. My whole family is here. Unless I have a family there. Then life will be different. Still, my roots will always be in Singapore.
As I start packing, I remember my flat back in UK. After weeks of having Auntie Hanim, Mum and Farizah in my little flat, now, I will come home to an empty flat. All in a days rest. Monday I am starting work. Back to the old routine. Love life will have to wait. At the moment, there is no place for it in my heart. Everyday I pray for God's miracle. Someday, my real prince will come...:)
Mas Yopi will be fetching me from the airport. I can always count on him.
Pray for my safe journey everyone. Pray for Allah to protect me and my sanity. Whoever wants to be lonely......
Vesper
"A good companion is better than solitude, and solitude is better than an evil companion."
I have been shopping, buying last minute things. Of course I am not bringing things back like the last 2 times. This time, my bag will be a little bit emptier.
People here have been asking me if I am staying in London for good. My answer will always be, "I don't know." I'm neither here, nor there. There are things that I like in Singapore, and things that I like in London. Maybe someday, when there is nothing in London to like, I will come home for good. My whole family is here. Unless I have a family there. Then life will be different. Still, my roots will always be in Singapore.
As I start packing, I remember my flat back in UK. After weeks of having Auntie Hanim, Mum and Farizah in my little flat, now, I will come home to an empty flat. All in a days rest. Monday I am starting work. Back to the old routine. Love life will have to wait. At the moment, there is no place for it in my heart. Everyday I pray for God's miracle. Someday, my real prince will come...:)
Mas Yopi will be fetching me from the airport. I can always count on him.
Pray for my safe journey everyone. Pray for Allah to protect me and my sanity. Whoever wants to be lonely......
Vesper
"A good companion is better than solitude, and solitude is better than an evil companion."