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Saturday, February 16, 2008

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Salam everyone, my classes started last Saturday. I was out, but I managed to be home on time for the lessons. I haven't been able to update my blog as my laptop kept crashing. Obviously, this partnership has to end after 3 years. So, I decided to move on, and get a new partner. It will arrive next week.

The laptop itself was quite affordable. However, after adding this and that, it was quite expansive. Nevermind. Just work a little harder next mth.

Tomorrow, Insya Allah I will be going to Hilaal's house after 1 yr of absence. I am quite nervous about it. Hopefully, everything will be ok. I still haven't decided what to bring. A special someone suggested a fruit bowl, but I don't have the patient to stand in the kitchen and peel and cut fruits. So maybe I will make alcohol free Tiramisu. Isn't that wierd? Can't peel fruits but I can be bothered to whisk sugger, cream and cheese? hehe....

It has been a good week this week. Work was not too busy. We have started working late 3x a week just to meet the dateline for the NHS waiting list. 2 weeks ago, I was smashed. But last week, I was fine. Surprisingly this morning, I woke up really early, wanted to go for a jog, but fell asleep. In the end, I went for my jog at 11am. It was a nice day, but really cold. I'm not sure if i prefer jogging on the treadmill, or on the road. I quite like the treadmill coz I can control the speed and walk fast. But on the roads, the scenary is so magnificent Masya Allah. But for whatever reason, I have to do one or the other. At least 3 times a week if I can be bothered. I'm not that sore these days. So, either I'm getting better, or I'm not doing enough.

I still have to control my intake. No chocolates, if any, I can have 1. No cream, no cheese, no oil just natural oil from the meat itself which if I can help it, I would drain. No fizzy drinks unless it is sparkling water. Fruits and yoghurt for breakfast, dry bake potato or a kind of carbohydrate with vege or fish for lunch, and green tea, yoghurt and really light stuff for dinner, sometimes, I come home so late, I can't even be bothered to eat. If you must eat though, do not eat carbohydrates. Normally, just drink a warm milky drink and it's fine. Or buy a fruit platter for dinner. It's enough.

And I am 9kg lighter in 6 weeks. Another 6 kgs more and I will be happy. It is not that hard. I don't starve myself. I eat all the food groups. But I don't eat things like kebabs, burgers and cakes. I do have them when I go out on weekends. He got me a huge slice of chocolate cake once. And I ate only half. So, treating yourself is important. And use olive oil for ALL cooking. And have plenty of will power. I was told to lose the excess fats first before I can start to tone the muscles coz if not, you are just converting fats to muscles. But I do toning exercises after every run. If not, the thighs will be huge.

So, new year, new resolution, healthy eating. To be honest, I think I sound like a freak. I have wasted almost 4 yrs of my life looking like a bus. I want to look like a sexy scooter now.

Farah



"A good companion is better than solitude, and solitude is better than an evil companion."

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